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chianishikido ([personal profile] chianishikido) wrote2017-04-29 10:04 pm

Is Spring vibes finally coming?

Hi, I'm back with some of my RL stories. eheheheh <3
I'M FINALLY HAD SOME CHAT WITH MY COLLEGE'S CRUSH. We talked about random things for 2 days straight. even though its ended up so quickly, thats the longest time I've ever had with him.
since I'm too happy, I cant get full concentration to my job.
I was smiling all day long. I think my aura became like flower-y lolololol

When I told my friend about this, she said 'You're so cute, chia'
'what? how can you say I'm cute?' I asked her back.
'you became like a little girl when you like someone. and your reaction just cute. thats all'

I admit that I dont know what should I do or how to give a proper reaction for what happen at that time. for love things I'M ULTRA SHY and I often freezing when someone I like talk to me, or even he just simply say 'HELLO'.

Ridiculously stupid.
I'm too embarrassed and often cant talk properly.
what the hell wrong with me?